Wow

After all of the last blog, I found hope!

Driving home tonight I saw one of the most beautiful moons that I have seen, EVER. I actaully pulled my car over at the local farmers market parking lot and pulled out one of the many blankets that is in my car. I sat/stood and or leaned on the hood of my car. I wasn't able to spend as much time out there. I could have slept out there.

This moon reassured me and helped me realize everything was going to be ok. ok so i know that it wasn't the moon but it was God.

Um don't laugh at me because I have had to much of that lately. But I could have sworn that when I was chilling on the car, the face on the moon smirked at me. I was able to talk and just listen while I was out there. I really think the only words that I said was "are you laughing at me?" Though I was able to think! I have never been so clear minded at that point. I have decided that I am going to be there when I need to think or when I need to get away.

Never ever have I actually noticed how beautiful the place where I live is. I have noticed it sometimes but not like tonight. Tonight was so different. Even in the dark, it was so peaceful, beautiful, amazing, extravegant, humbling.

There was this one cloud out there tonight. It was like the layers of the clouds were just drifting up towards the sky effortlessly. Everyone sees clouds but not like this.

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